Wednesday, May 7, 2014

kash woh maan jaye …

hi friends main apko meri story batane ja rahi hu .. 12th khatam hone k bad main clg main aayi, mera nature asa hai k main sab logo se ghul mil jati hu, or emotional bhi main bahut hu ,main or meri best friend ham dono ne 1 hi clg main addmition liya… clg strt ho gai thi uske ku6 din bad, meri mulakat 1 ladke se huyi, woh 3rd sem me tha or main 1st sem me ,maine usse pehli br mere class main dekha tha or muje woh ladka a66a lagne laga tha, muje us ladke ka nam bhi nahi pata tha bad main jab uska muje nam pata chala to maine usse facebook pr batain karne lagi … uska nam Rohit tha, Rohit sab ladko se alag tha woh kisi se jyada bat nahi karta tha , or ham dono fariend bane facebook main, or main roj clg jaldi pahich jati thi usse dekhne k liye main usse dekhti hu to mere dil ko sukun mil jata hai, usne mujse mera num. samne se manga kyoki uski 1st gf k bare main woh muje batane vala tha, maine usko num. bhi de diya, or clg khatam hone k bad uska muje call aya k main tumse milna chahta hu, or hm mile bhi usne mujse uski 1st gf k bre main bataya ..
muje woh a66a lagne laga tha, main ye bat meri friend ko batayi, ussne muje bola ki tum dekhna ku6 mahine bad tum ko Rohit se love ho jayega. or asa hi huva main usse love karne lagi thi har pal woh mere khayalo main rehta tha, main har vakt uske hi bare main sochti thi … maine usse bola tha ki main tumko like karti hu to ussne bola k main tumhare sath as a friend rehna chahta hu .. usse meri baton se pata chal gaya tha ki main ussko love karne lagi hu, woh muje kayi bar pick up karne k liye ata tha jab barrish ka mausam tha to woh pick up karne ata tha kyoki usko pata tha ki muje barrisha main bhegna pasand nahi hai, or Rohit ko barrish main bhegna bahut a66a lagta tha.14th jan ko jab sankrant aayi to main uske sath pehli bar uske friend k ghar gayi thi tab woh bahut khush tha or main bhi Rohit ne sabko bataya ttha ki main usko love krti hu, uske friend k ghr unke friend k papa, mom, sister san the main uske sath paheli br 3 hour tak rahi, jab 6:30 baj gaye tab woh muje 6ode aya tha uski bike lekr tab bhut jyada thand thi or muje thand bahut lagti hai ye bat Rohit janta tha, to usne muje samne se pehli bar hug karne ko kaha main to shoked ho gayi main usse do – teen bar pu6a to ussne ha bola or main usko hug kr k beth gayi
ham dono bike pe ja rahe the or thand bahut thi maine usse pehli bar hug kiya tha. main us vakt bahut khush thi ki main kya batau… mere b’day k din woh muje dur tak le gaya tha jaha koi na ho, usdin Rohit ne muke bike sikhayi thi or ham asi jagah pr gaye k waha koi aa na sake or usko maine hug kiya or 1st time usko maine face to face i love u bol diya bt woh ku6 nahi bola main tab bahut khush thi ham subah se nikl gaye the or karib 11 baje ham clg vapas aa gaye. or asi hi tarah woh muje samne se kayi bar hug karne ko kehta tha, usne mujse kayi bar bat na karne ko bhi bola tha, uska jab mann hota tab mukse bat krta, jab woh mukse bat nahi karta tha to main har roj upset rehti ,usne muje kkayi bar hurt karta tha or main ku6 nahi bolti thi usko. or jab hamari 2nd sem ki internal exam start huyi uske ku6 din pehle hi woh mujse bat nahi karta tha , us vakt main bahut upset rehne lgi thi main exam bhi thik tarah se nahi de pati thi ussne mere sath 3 week se bat nahi kar raha tha. or maine uss vakt hath main blad bhi mari thi yeh bat jab rohit ko malum huyi to woh mere sath bat karne laga hamari final exam khatam ho gayi or Rohit ki 24th ko start hone vali thi uske agle din usne muje sham ko 7 baje milne ko kaha or main uske sath gayi , ham dur tak gaye the jaha koi na ho or ham asi jagah par gaye k wah koi nahi tha
or sham ka vakt tha or andhera ho chuka tha, usne muje waha par samne se hug kiya or lip kiss ki main to shoked ho gayi k rohit ne muje lip kiss kyo ki, or ham vaha pr 1 hour tak ruke the, muje believe is liye nahi huva ki woh muje like nahi karta , love nahi karta, woh muje sirf apne best friend manta hai to usne asa kyo kiya … jab main ghr aa gyi to maine usse pu6a ki tumne muje lip kiss kyo k to woh bola k teri khushi k liye… or usne muje firse bulaya 27th date afternoon main or ham ussi jagah par gaye the jaha ham pehle gaye thi or usne tab bhi muje lip kiss kiya …. or ham 1 hour tak ruke the, or raste main mene usko kaha ki tum mujse shadi kyo nahi kar sakti to usne bola ki cast main problam hai or main pehlese hi decide kar liya hai k main love marriage nahi karunga, to maine kaha thik hai, mere family valo ko koi problm nahi k main tumse shadi karu, bt tum mana kar rahe ho to main ku6 nahi kar sakti, main usse kese samjavu k main usse kitna love krti hu, maine uske liye din main roj roya karti thi but woh mere pyar ko nahi smjta hai, or muje yeh bat abhi tak pata nahi chal rahi hai k woh muje like karta hai ki love karta hai ki muje friend manta hai.. kyoki koi bhi as a friend manta ho to asa nahickarta hai jesa Rohit karta hai… bar bar muje asi jagah le jana kiss karna … ab friends aap hi bolo main kya karu, main usse 6od du ya fir uska sarh du … plzzz help me ….

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